Jgnat, Nina, Lady Lee
Thanks for your welcome. I think my belief system has already been messed with and I’m not sure if it has served me well all those years.
Because I drew my conclusions over a period of many years it was a gradual awakening but what shook me was reading on the internet others’ experiences that mirror mine. So much of what I read I think to myself yes, I felt, saw, heard, experienced just that.
I thought I was the odd one out because I couldn’t fit all the pieces together. I now realise that no one can fit the pieces together, some just pretend they can.
My wife (baptised over 30 years) has come to the same conclusions. The only family I need worry about is our daughter. I have been open with her as I’ve come to these conclusions and so far she hasn’t expressed an opinion either way.
I’m not sure where to go from here. I feel that all religions, being man made, are therefore like man himself (sorry about the sexism), a mixture of good and bad in varying proportions. Various religions have more of one than the other. If anyone knows different then please let me know.
I think coming to know our creator has nothing to do with organised religion but is all about being honest, sincere and caring, an alien concept for most (but not all) in the organisation, as it seems to attract largely the unstable and selfish.
Thanks, yes I will stick around.